offbeat

i say i'm quiet because i never have anything interesting or important to say.
people say, of course you have something interesting or important to say.
but what if that were actually true? do i kill myself?

i can talk to people about things, and i love talking on and on about things, but they always have to initiate the topic.
i can't bring anything to the table.

maybe i deserve to be at harvard, but i don't belong at harvard.
everyone here has something interesting to say, and i don't.
i guess i could work in a cubicle.

i desire to be offbeat.
i am offbeat.
i like offbeat people.