linens&things

i have this strange, squirmy feeling in my stomach.
and i know it's not about food.


i actually like not having absolutely nothing to do at work. it gives me a lot of time to do stuff. like, personal stuff. and it's not like being at home because i don't like being on the computer at home because there are other things to do and so i'll just check my facebook for a few minutes and check my email and that's it. but here i'm just sitting here, for five hours. tons of time to do anything i want. because i can't do anything or go anywhere else. so i can look up anything i've wondered about before. and then just sit here by myself and think about it. no rush. i can basically find out about anything i want to. because i have the time. it's so satisfying to learn everything you wanted to learn about something. any whim. and never regret forgetting about something. because of work, i have to get up early. and then i can secretly read or listen to music or crochet. stuff i can't do at home unless i put off a time for it. but here, i get the time all the time!!! and all the things i normally would want to just sit and do, i can do them. this probably isn't right though; i'm basically getting paid to do nothing. or, anything i want.

i realized i haven't taken any photos of this summer. mainly because my camera broke and i haven't bought a new one yet. and in general, people have been taking less photos, i think. it's sad because i have a terrible memory. photos are nice because they can bring back so much, like a song or a note or a poster of some kind. i hope i can remember all the good times. my memory is terrible. oh wait.

i want to do stacey's fifteen people thing. i will, sometime. well, i started. but it'll take me a while to finish.
happy birthday, hangela! ♥